Wednesday, February 28, 2007

GG gets Humiliated by 2 Masturbatrixs'

As a man, have you ever been in a vunnerable position with two dominating women? Your strip down to your underware, in this case pantys, then stiped again till your totally naked; and you just know this couldn't be good. But in the end, your not sure if opening yourself up was the right thing to do. However, your down to try it again.

Tuesday was the weekly session of 2 Bitch Tuesday. Ms. Elizabeth usually conducts this specail 2 dom session with co worker Ms. Madison. The two of them, have guys like us, call to get our manhood striped, distroied and be known how pathetic we are, for doing what we do. Now this might sound insane however, for a male sub this could be a awesome experience with benefits.

After Moday/Tuesday early monrning's session with Ms. Elizabeth, she instructed me to come to the humiliation chat at
2BitchTuesday.Com and participate, if I wanted to cum. Me going crazy these last few days, jumped on the opportunity and found a way to afford a 2 mistress at once call. Only this time, Ms. Madison was not involved but Ms.Dominque, another masturbarix was filling in for her.

So, the three of us were all logged on with my web cam pointed right at me. Elizabeth told me to strip, as I got down to my pantys. I had to turn around for the both of them. I think they liked my ass. They sure took their time seeing it and loved when I smaked it for them. Next I was told to remove my pantys and sit down, as I was to reenact my performance from the previous night's Ballbusting audio, as it played on my computer. Elizabeth could not wait to show Dominque how I acted.

During this whole time, Dominque was being clued in on me and what I did last night that made Elizabeth crack up. The audio only ran for a few seconds until it stoped. I tried again and the same thing happend. Dominque pointed out to me I was losing my erection. I looked down and said, "Yes, its shrinking back down". Wrong choice of words, as the two doms laughed so hard, I wouldn't be surprised if one of them wet their pants. Someone mentioned while laughing aloud, "It like his dick heard the audio and went all the way back in him". Pointing to the fact that my balls and dick took a beating that night.

These women would not stop laughing, for a few minutes. Here I was naked, with a sorry look on my face, trying to laugh with them, but feeling so looserish. Elizabeth pointed out how pathetic I looked.

Time elapsed as I finished wanking with my pantys on my "dicklet" or "dickie" (Elizabeth and Dominque called it) for Ms. Dominque; I was instructed to place the pantys back on me and told since I lost my erection so many times, I was not allowed to cum tonight. I did not want this to happend, but obeyed orders.

Then Ms. Elizabeth told me to take a shower and repeat what I did a few days ago; which was to get my cock soaped up and imagin I'm doing her in the shower. But the two masturbatrixs' boldly told me, "NOT TO CUM!" . I agreed as we finished our twenty minute session with my tale tucked between my legs. Or, in this case, my penis tucked near my ass. I was the object of redicule in a cfnm/humiliation session. It was degrading, but man what a rush.

Later on, I messaged Ms. Elizabeth on my status as she wanted me instructed. She permitted me not to touch my cock at all. Untill I call again, in which she might let me cum. I got worried tonight. I felt like I had to pee but, as I went to the bathroom, my penis was leaking seman. Not a lot of seman but not a small amount eaither. OMG! What am I to do? All I could think was I might cum without any hands. IE. a wet dream. And I hate wet dreams.

We shall see what happends to Brandon aka GG.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Day 12 Pathetic, Teased and wanting to cum.

So it is day 12 with out a release of cum from my body. My balls are aching and I am acting the fool. I'll catch myself making wimppy noises and phrases, begging my Mistress to let me cum and thinking more about being a perverted guy infront of hot women. My penis stays hard most of the day.

Last night, I was telling Ms. Elizabeth all my latest news, as she was cracking up. Finally she wanted me to listen to Bonboy57s audio A NEW COCK TEASING/BALL CRUSHING AUDIO . I did, twice. Smaking my balls hard each time. Ms. Elizabeth had a ball."the fact that you did it twice is amusing as all hell", she commented.

As I sit here stroking, I have to reach the edge 3 times, today. Then maybe I get to have a session with her and possibly Mistress Madison for a 2 Bitch Tuesday session. Not sure if I could afford it, yet.. I hope I make it throught.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Going on day 10 with no release.

Ms. Elizabeth, who just launched a bran new site (you should take a look at it), denied me of cumming ten days ago. During our last phone call on Friday night/Saturday Morning, we went throughh a lite stroke session with a lot of talk about what our sessions will be like further down the line. I had proudly told her I did not want to cum tonight. She felt good to hear me say thouse words, as she wasent going to allow my little winky any release.

Now it's Sunday night and I am so horny! This past weekend was a big tease with the phone call and a couple of exotic dance clubs I attended. My balls are starting to build pressure. I want a fine dominate women to just knee me in the nuts. Maybe I'll calm down, then.

On a much sadder note, Ms. Elizabeth is out of commission due to a ray of storms in her area. I'm glad she is ok and hope she gets through this ordeal. It's tough getting through natural disasters. Almost as tough as getting through denial of orgasm when your so use to wanking.

Sorry for the ranting. I just wanted to give you my update. Do I have any fellow wankers who know what I'm talking about? Maybe the other mistresses would like to respond?

Friday, February 23, 2007

its been a week

since I last had a cum shot. Thanks to Ms. Elizabeth, I have been good at holding back and feel more relaxed. I'm ready to continue to have control over my cock or to let mistress hear and see me cum. Not sure what i want to do.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

The Stroke A Thon, Mardi Gras style

So I decided to partake in my first stroke-a-thon this past weekend. Embracing my perverted side, I wanted to choose Ms. Elizabeth to "do the honors" and have her way with my weakness for masturbation. As I previously mentioned, I have been masturbating a lot latley. Sometimes, 2 to 3 times a day and always cumming. I love it, but was worried I could be doing it in excess. Perhaps its something in the air?

I called Mistress as soon as the marathon opened, midnight pst. Mistress had me strip off my clothing and put on the black panty's she knows I have. My orders were to stroke through the pantys and get nice and hard. As time went on, I got my first taste of some CBT. She had me wack my penis a few times, give my balls a nice smack and finally a firm squeez. It was a bit painful, but its only a introduction. Now, I'm not normally into my privates being beaten up, however. I am curious to see how a dominate women can take control of me through my cock and balls; including a bit of kicking or what have you.

Finally, I let the cat out of the bag, as I told Ms. Elizabeth that I have been masturbating and cumming in excess, when asked if I wanted to cum. She desided to deny me of such pleasure, or atleast till the next time we chat. I'm glad, because I feel more empowered over myself. However, last night I was getting the urge to stroke off, but decided to keep myself busy in other ways. As in, looking at the topless pictures Mistress sent me, for calling her up during the marathon.

Don' t get it twisted, I still have permission to stroke, but I am going to wait in cumming till atleast the next time I talk with Mistress Elizabeth, as she has yet to hear this young buck blow his load. Hope she would like it.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Too much wanking this past week

When I came to Cock Control. Com, I looked for guidence and a masturbatrix to help me ease my frequent masturbation and orgasm habits, get into new fantacies and elevate my over all man hood. And it happend a year ago with the help of Ms. Tia. Thank you, Mistress.

A year later, I'm back at being super honey again, and find myself a member to more masturbation websites, podcasts and groups, as well as wanking a bit more than normal. I love it and I feel accepted by the groups and sites I visit.

It has not affected my personal life what so ever; which is good. However, I seem to be going back to a problem I had a year ago, which was not having a woman as my companion. When it comes to females, I'm good with the game, have a lot to offer, but the girls in my area are just not sold on the total package. Ha!

It sucks and I hate it. So, in the mean time, I'm going to enjoy being a wanker, a pervert, a masturbator, and a little stroker boy ect. So, mistresses, if your reading this blog, I'm open game. Have your fun. Ha!