Cock and Me

The Princess and i

2007-07-06T20:44:00.000-07:00

After over a year of waiting, I finally got a chance to have a session with Princess Grace. What a work out. Ha! It felt like talking to a celebrity.

I'll jump right to it. I didn't get to cum, because I previously mentioned, to Princess Grace, I came earlier, that morning. She got very aggressive with me, which is how I love it. It was a good first run however, if I ever get another chance with her, I know the intensity will rise; as Princess has warned me already.

Thank you very much, Princess Grace, for the session. You were a lot of fun and very sexy and erotic. I appologize for my lack of size, but I hope it was fun for you.

My Interview with Ms. Ava

2007-05-13T21:11:00.000-07:00

The Masturbation Interviews

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.

2007-03-20T20:15:00.000-07:00

Hello. My name is Brandon, aka GG and I'm a chronic masturbator. I love stroking off to and for women. I love turning a women on because she knows and loves watching me stroke my penis. I'm starting to sound like the weirdo from Peter Files.

For the past 32 days, i have been denied orgasm from Mistress Elizabeth. I adore her and the fun I have with her. She has been very helpful in guiding through this difficult time. I choose to stay frustrated within my testicles, as they inflame and grow larger each day, due to not having any release, like they normally would, 1 to 2 times a day.

Throughout this time of not releasing my sperm, I have seen a transformation within my lifestyle. I do not waste time wanking, when I should be going to work or working on home projects. My social life has always been great but latley, women, especially the one I care about, has been giving me a lot of attention, as well as her friends. I celebrated my 27th birthday at a club, last week; and her and her gorgous friends were throwing themselves at me, left and right. And I have pictures to prove it.

And last but not least, a certain confidence has come over me. It has allowed me to combat any negativity, adversaries or anything else in my way. It's almost like a new me. However, something occured just minutes before I wrote what you are reading.

I was talking to Ms. Elizabeth and wanting to catch up with her, since it has been almost, if not a week since we last talked. When all of a sudden, a since of submission to her every way came over me. I felt like dropping to my knees and asking her, "How may I serve you today?".

I continued to talk with her and I found myself not like the suave guy I am to her. I found myself wanting to know if I may please her, entertain her and serve her. It's almost like I want to surrender and say, "do what you will". However, I am not there, yet.

Before chatting with her, I had a dream of me and a previous female faculty staff member from either college or high school, was in a room with me, dressed in a women's business suit. I found myself, for some reason, knowing she was a dom and begging to be her slave. WTF? Minutes later, when I awoke, I was talking with Ms. Elizabeth and found myself thinking of her as the faculty staff memeber, from my dream.

I want to release infront of my mistress. She may find it nasty, but I want her to have some fun with me and humiliate myself for her amusement. There is a duel in my mind. One side says to keep on the right path and the other wants me to go back to my perverted ways. And I wouldn't mind being perverted again. But I love having control over myself.

Fuck it, I want to release infront of my beautiful mistress and continue having fun. My vission is blury. It does feel like I'm in the movie 40days 40nights and I'm walking through the shadow of death.

Yes my balls hurt. 2 Bitch Tuesday once again

2007-03-06T17:58:00.000-08:00

You guessed it. 2 Bitch Tuesday humiliates GG once again. Only this time Ms Madison came back to her site, this week, and decided to partake in some ball bashing with Ms. Elizabeth. I'm sure Ms. Elizabeth was having way to much fun and laughs on my expense; she just wanted so bad to share me on camera performing the audio she recorded of her latest cbt session. "Ouch" could not discribe it.

So, I called up (in my pantys) and had a awesome but scary time with Ms Elizabeth and Ms Madison. They were fun to laugh with about me however, it was scary to wait and see what was next on their list of torture. I could hear them laugh at me quitely, trying hard to concentrate on the screen but just couldn't . They thought it was so funny when they would hear Ms. Elizabeth's voice guide me through 5 slaps, to my testicles, in a row. Then an additional 1 for fun. I krindged in my seat holding my sac.

After the audio, Ms. Elizabeth was closing down the session, but not before she made me slap my balls again for her. Then, after getting off the floor, I asked if I may have another slap, this time it would be for Ms. Madison. They both agreed and let me smack my balls one last time. I dropped to the floor like a sac of potatoes. "Oooohhhh!", they both said to the two ball slaps. The both of them laughed, wickedly, as it was evil, but so fucking erotic and exciting.

I still was not allowed to cum. But, that was ok, as I am trying to save up money for an hour call with Ms Elizabeth to hopefully gain her acceptance and allow me to humiliate myself by releasing my fluid infront of her. I want my moans and whimpers to delight her.

She told Ms. Madison, like she told the last mistress for TBT, that I was a chronic mastorbator. As humiliating and embarassing as that sounds, it makes me that much harder and want to stroke for her, even more. I don't want to admit it, but I guess I am one. Over the years, to many girls have found out about my habit. However, they were very cool with it, as our these ladies.

But, I don't think I'm as bad as some of thouse sick fucks from the boards on the net. A lot of them are older men who do it way more than me and they have with wifes. Interesting.

Ok mean mistresses, let me have. Especially my luv, Ms. Elizabeth.

18 Days. Not Good

2007-03-06T04:48:00.000-08:00

It has now been 18 mother fucking days since my last cum shot. I'm going crazy, at night. I can not take it. Everyday it's like a new record for me. Like the DJ stockexchange breaking records every day.

And the worst part about it is, when ever I do get an opportunity to call Ms. Elizabeth, my opportunity is crumbled due to other circumstances. IE, I have to go somewhere, not enough money, I'm not home alone. I'm surprised my testicles have not been aching very bad. Perhaps its because I've been listening to Elizabeth's recording about beating balls. Ouch!

Well, I hope to end this nightmare very soon. It has been torturous to me.

I feel like the dude from 40DAYS & 40NIGHTS

2007-03-04T17:14:00.000-08:00

So, today marks day 16 without a cum shot. Sounds disgusing, I know. I woke up this morning feeling a bit horny since one on my last things I did last night was talk to Ms. Elizabeth about when we can schdule another phone call and then logged onto The Peter Files to see what fello bators were up to. Thouse guys are worse than me. Ha!

There have been times, throughout the years, when I have been going out with a girl and I had no urge to cum or jack off, for that matter; because I felt like I didn't need to express myself, sexually. As you can see, I have no girl I'm seeing, so masturbation or my left hand has been my closest companion.

I feel like the dude from 40 DAYS AND 40 NIGHTS. I need to release and can't take it anymore. But, then what? Will I be put on a special basis where I am only to cum when Ms. Elizabeth or maybe someone else allows me to? Or, will I go back to my ways and jack off when ever I want to with a nice cum? I don't know what I want. Over all, I know having my penis and balls controlled by Ms. Elizabeth is the best thing.

I miss playing with myself however, I don't miss acting "goony" when I release. But, I'd sure like to act that way toward my mistress; just so she could have fun with it. Much like when her and another mistress had fun when my penis shrunk infront of them. Thouse two laughed, so hard.

Maybe Ms. Elizabeth was right. I am a little chronic masturbator. If I had to choose, I wouldn't be. I don't want to grow up like the old men on CC or some Yahoo Groups I have found where the average age is 50 and they're still wanking away. And some of those guys are way more disgusting than me, from appearance to what they like doing to themselves. I want to be a pet where any mistress would not only enjoy my company and appearance but releaved to have a session with me.

I don't think anything will be release till next week. Until then, keep checking back for updates. And leave a comment you wankers and doms.

Day 14. Still Alive and feeling Better

2007-03-02T21:02:00.000-08:00

Ever watched your's or a man's nuts drop? Well that is how I look when you see my pair, dangling to and frow. Heavy are they now, filled with cream, just wanting to be shot out. And yet, my friends can not beleave that I have not shot in 2 weeks.

My adoring Mistress Elizabeth has full control of my "pathetic pricklett", as she so puts it. I have come to the realization, it dosent measure up to her standards. However, I want to make sure she is visually and mentally satisfied. Like the women I have a hart for, in my life, I strive to make sure they are getting quality.

Tommarrow, I may have my day of realease. If so, I hope to make a big cum for my Mistress. She deserves it.

Thank you.

GG gets Humiliated by 2 Masturbatrixs'

2007-02-28T02:15:00.000-08:00

As a man, have you ever been in a vunnerable position with two dominating women? Your strip down to your underware, in this case pantys, then stiped again till your totally naked; and you just know this couldn't be good. But in the end, your not sure if opening yourself up was the right thing to do. However, your down to try it again.

Tuesday was the weekly session of 2 Bitch Tuesday. Ms. Elizabeth usually conducts this specail 2 dom session with co worker Ms. Madison. The two of them, have guys like us, call to get our manhood striped, distroied and be known how pathetic we are, for doing what we do. Now this might sound insane however, for a male sub this could be a awesome experience with benefits.

After Moday/Tuesday early monrning's session with Ms. Elizabeth, she instructed me to come to the humiliation chat at
2BitchTuesday.Com and participate, if I wanted to cum. Me going crazy these last few days, jumped on the opportunity and found a way to afford a 2 mistress at once call. Only this time, Ms. Madison was not involved but Ms.Dominque, another masturbarix was filling in for her.

So, the three of us were all logged on with my web cam pointed right at me. Elizabeth told me to strip, as I got down to my pantys. I had to turn around for the both of them. I think they liked my ass. They sure took their time seeing it and loved when I smaked it for them. Next I was told to remove my pantys and sit down, as I was to reenact my performance from the previous night's Ballbusting audio, as it played on my computer. Elizabeth could not wait to show Dominque how I acted.

During this whole time, Dominque was being clued in on me and what I did last night that made Elizabeth crack up. The audio only ran for a few seconds until it stoped. I tried again and the same thing happend. Dominque pointed out to me I was losing my erection. I looked down and said, "Yes, its shrinking back down". Wrong choice of words, as the two doms laughed so hard, I wouldn't be surprised if one of them wet their pants. Someone mentioned while laughing aloud, "It like his dick heard the audio and went all the way back in him". Pointing to the fact that my balls and dick took a beating that night.

These women would not stop laughing, for a few minutes. Here I was naked, with a sorry look on my face, trying to laugh with them, but feeling so looserish. Elizabeth pointed out how pathetic I looked.

Time elapsed as I finished wanking with my pantys on my "dicklet" or "dickie" (Elizabeth and Dominque called it) for Ms. Dominque; I was instructed to place the pantys back on me and told since I lost my erection so many times, I was not allowed to cum tonight. I did not want this to happend, but obeyed orders.

Then Ms. Elizabeth told me to take a shower and repeat what I did a few days ago; which was to get my cock soaped up and imagin I'm doing her in the shower. But the two masturbatrixs' boldly told me, "NOT TO CUM!" . I agreed as we finished our twenty minute session with my tale tucked between my legs. Or, in this case, my penis tucked near my ass. I was the object of redicule in a cfnm/humiliation session. It was degrading, but man what a rush.

Later on, I messaged Ms. Elizabeth on my status as she wanted me instructed. She permitted me not to touch my cock at all. Untill I call again, in which she might let me cum. I got worried tonight. I felt like I had to pee but, as I went to the bathroom, my penis was leaking seman. Not a lot of seman but not a small amount eaither. OMG! What am I to do? All I could think was I might cum without any hands. IE. a wet dream. And I hate wet dreams.

We shall see what happends to Brandon aka GG.

Day 12 Pathetic, Teased and wanting to cum.

2007-02-27T12:31:00.000-08:00

So it is day 12 with out a release of cum from my body. My balls are aching and I am acting the fool. I'll catch myself making wimppy noises and phrases, begging my Mistress to let me cum and thinking more about being a perverted guy infront of hot women. My penis stays hard most of the day.

Last night, I was telling Ms. Elizabeth all my latest news, as she was cracking up. Finally she wanted me to listen to Bonboy57s audio A NEW COCK TEASING/BALL CRUSHING AUDIO . I did, twice. Smaking my balls hard each time. Ms. Elizabeth had a ball."the fact that you did it twice is amusing as all hell", she commented.

As I sit here stroking, I have to reach the edge 3 times, today. Then maybe I get to have a session with her and possibly Mistress Madison for a 2 Bitch Tuesday session. Not sure if I could afford it, yet.. I hope I make it throught.

Going on day 10 with no release.

2007-02-25T21:52:00.000-08:00

Ms. Elizabeth, who just launched a bran new site (you should take a look at it), denied me of cumming ten days ago. During our last phone call on Friday night/Saturday Morning, we went throughh a lite stroke session with a lot of talk about what our sessions will be like further down the line. I had proudly told her I did not want to cum tonight. She felt good to hear me say thouse words, as she wasent going to allow my little winky any release.

Now it's Sunday night and I am so horny! This past weekend was a big tease with the phone call and a couple of exotic dance clubs I attended. My balls are starting to build pressure. I want a fine dominate women to just knee me in the nuts. Maybe I'll calm down, then.

On a much sadder note, Ms. Elizabeth is out of commission due to a ray of storms in her area. I'm glad she is ok and hope she gets through this ordeal. It's tough getting through natural disasters. Almost as tough as getting through denial of orgasm when your so use to wanking.

Sorry for the ranting. I just wanted to give you my update. Do I have any fellow wankers who know what I'm talking about? Maybe the other mistresses would like to respond?

its been a week

2007-02-23T21:30:00.000-08:00

since I last had a cum shot. Thanks to Ms. Elizabeth, I have been good at holding back and feel more relaxed. I'm ready to continue to have control over my cock or to let mistress hear and see me cum. Not sure what i want to do.

The Stroke A Thon, Mardi Gras style

2007-02-21T13:15:00.000-08:00

So I decided to partake in my first stroke-a-thon this past weekend. Embracing my perverted side, I wanted to choose Ms. Elizabeth to "do the honors" and have her way with my weakness for masturbation. As I previously mentioned, I have been masturbating a lot latley. Sometimes, 2 to 3 times a day and always cumming. I love it, but was worried I could be doing it in excess. Perhaps its something in the air?

I called Mistress as soon as the marathon opened, midnight pst. Mistress had me strip off my clothing and put on the black panty's she knows I have. My orders were to stroke through the pantys and get nice and hard. As time went on, I got my first taste of some CBT. She had me wack my penis a few times, give my balls a nice smack and finally a firm squeez. It was a bit painful, but its only a introduction. Now, I'm not normally into my privates being beaten up, however. I am curious to see how a dominate women can take control of me through my cock and balls; including a bit of kicking or what have you.

Finally, I let the cat out of the bag, as I told Ms. Elizabeth that I have been masturbating and cumming in excess, when asked if I wanted to cum. She desided to deny me of such pleasure, or atleast till the next time we chat. I'm glad, because I feel more empowered over myself. However, last night I was getting the urge to stroke off, but decided to keep myself busy in other ways. As in, looking at the topless pictures Mistress sent me, for calling her up during the marathon.

Don' t get it twisted, I still have permission to stroke, but I am going to wait in cumming till atleast the next time I talk with Mistress Elizabeth, as she has yet to hear this young buck blow his load. Hope she would like it.

Too much wanking this past week

2007-02-12T00:00:00.000-08:00

When I came to Cock Control. Com, I looked for guidence and a masturbatrix to help me ease my frequent masturbation and orgasm habits, get into new fantacies and elevate my over all man hood. And it happend a year ago with the help of Ms. Tia. Thank you, Mistress.

A year later, I'm back at being super honey again, and find myself a member to more masturbation websites, podcasts and groups, as well as wanking a bit more than normal. I love it and I feel accepted by the groups and sites I visit.

It has not affected my personal life what so ever; which is good. However, I seem to be going back to a problem I had a year ago, which was not having a woman as my companion. When it comes to females, I'm good with the game, have a lot to offer, but the girls in my area are just not sold on the total package. Ha!

It sucks and I hate it. So, in the mean time, I'm going to enjoy being a wanker, a pervert, a masturbator, and a little stroker boy ect. So, mistresses, if your reading this blog, I'm open game. Have your fun. Ha!

The pleasure was mine

2007-01-07T18:50:00.000-08:00

I'm just going to start out by writing I miss Misstress Elizabeth . For the past few months, I have been having some great conversations with her, including a session not to long ago. She's a lot of fun and I miss her. So, where ever you are, I hope your doing fine and you come back, soon.

Also, I see that Ms. Xaria has moved on from CC and onto another site. I wish her well and best of luck with her new venture.

Finally, I have been listening to a male masturbation podcast called Pillow Talk featuring Ms. Ava. She is new to CC and I didn't know much about her, till I finally had a chance to talk with her, early this monrning. Ava is an intelligent women. She really had a lot of intresting concepts about male sexuality to express and it was turning me on, to be honest. However, just about any intelliigent woman who can talk about sex can be sexy, in my mind.

Great job, Ms. Ally, in picking up some great additions to CC. I'm looking forward to spending time with a lot of you mistresses in '07. Keep up the good work.

A year in review of 2006

2007-01-03T12:33:00.000-08:00

It is now 2007, and I'm not so much the little stroker boy I once was in 2006. Though it is just the first of the year, anything could happen.

2006 started out in desperate times. I was a sad and lonely guy who was down on his luck with women, sex hungry but could only get any from his own left hand. Till one night, I discoveed Cock Control.Com (CC) after googling about male masturbation.

I was intrigued and excited that such a site existed. Finally, I could be myself amongst others. Only thing about this phone sex site, I was one of the very young guys, as a customer. I did not know that many older men had the problem on chronic masturbation ( like I did) and thought there must be something wrong with me. While on the CC site, I learned that there were men who liked similar fantasies and fetishes like me but, learned much, much more about fetishes that I have never heard of, including bdsm.

After a short while, I decided to email Ms.Ally, of CC, to help me pick between 2 mistresses about my problem with all time favorite practice of masturbation. I figured I could atleast share my secret habit with a women who could also have fun with me, at the same time.

I chose Ms. Tia to put me through a weeks worth of training. As you can see from the begining of this blog, the training was exciting and eye opening, as Ms.Tia helped me restore myself as a man. Down the road I chose a few other mistresses to have there way with me. They were Ms. Xaria and Ms. Elizabeth. Both were very fun and I miss there company.

Now it is 2007, I feel much better about myself. I walk taller as I have some fine ladies on my team. I owe part of this success to CC as I have learned to control my urges and that submitting to a powerful women, can be a very fun thing to do.

Back to stroking

2006-12-11T23:26:00.000-08:00

I shouldn't write, Back to Stroking, because I'm a chronic and can not seem to stop, like the lot of you men who read this blog. However, I got back into calling a mistress. Her name is Mistress Elizabeth and she has been someone I have been inquiring about for a month or so, now. However, there never seems to be the right time to call her either because I'm not alone or she is not online.

I got into calling her Sunday when I finally had some free time. We talked and caught up with each other till she told me to "Get naked" and put on my pantys that I had in my closet. I stroked for my mistress in my black silk pantys, till the pre cum started to gush. Mistress Elizabeth guided me through the session ever reminding me how small my penis really is.

When it came time to end the session, she made me speed up the strokes till I came, but she knew as well as I knew that I was not about to make a drop of cum come out of my little dick, because I wasent close to the edge, enough. We said our good byes and I told her I'd be calling her in the near future. i can't wait for our next session.

Bring the Pain!

Ever feel?

2006-10-23T02:07:00.000-07:00

America has come to accept masturbation as a human characteristic. For males, some of us take it a bit further and treat it as part of our lives. We crave, can't wait for and love to touch our penis's. Everyone of us has a adgenda, too. Ofcourse we want to get off; but as I have learned from Cockcontrol.Com and seeing what other males have in mind, has caused me to elevate my masturbation practices up a notch.

I enjoy sex with women, its a beautiful thing. However, I also like to feel the pleasure of myself, especially when I know how to get myself off and don't have to rely on a partner to help satisy me. Except for when a women can take control of a cock and know exactly what to do with it. Perhaps know more than me.

It's been a while since I have had my cock contolled by a beautiful dom. I can not wait for the next time. When I came to Cockcontrol, I was a horny male with no women in my life for a relationship nor sex. Now, I have had a few for sex but still single. It may be lonly at times, but there is a part of me that enjoys having sessions with doms who can bring out my fantacies to reality. I thank them for it.

So, if your a male who feels the same (wink) here is to stroking and the doms who bring excitement to us.

Since my last post.

2006-08-21T01:15:00.000-07:00

I've been trying to cut down on my jerk off habits for a month,now. There were times when I would work so much and when it was time for me to come home and sleep, I didn't even think about playing with myself.

However, lately, I've been on the bone. Not as much, but I've made my way back to cock control a few months ago. I've had to honor of getting my penis controled my Misstress Xaria and MWK. These women took me on a magic carpet ride full of guide masturbation, sentual humiliation and I even got to go into some uncharted territory of sissification with Mistress Xaria. I bought a package containing a black top and panties, as the constant images of men wearing them on the various mistresses sites became curious to me, as well as I have a panty fetsh.

As I displaied my new underwear to Mistress Xaria, I was concerned if I was headed down a path I didn't really want to go, but the pantys made me stiff as a rock to wear. Xaria helped me out and confirmed that its not the panties that makes me a sissy, but wearing the panties helps remind me the pussy I crave so much. That made me feel better as she was right on the money. But to finish off the session, I thought it be fun to be her little sissy for the day. It was different and fun to try, but I'd only do it once in a while, as its not totally for me.

Teasing and Denial at Cock Control

Last day for the Contest

2006-01-26T07:31:00.000-08:00

As it's the last day, and Mistress Ally's birthday, I just want to give an update about my current experience at Cock Control. It's now day 5, my balls are full, my prick seems like it shrinks sometimes, I'm horney but can't do much about it, I tease myself everyday due to the training of Mistress Tia and I feel pretty good.

It sounds weird but, for some reason I feel more confident when I'm out and about. Perhaps I feel spoiled because I have a masturbatrix. Something I know my friends don't know about, but might be intrested in trying if they knew of it. My Mistress has been putting me to the test every day and it's been tough but, I think I've, so far, met her expectations. I'm ready to take this to another level and hopes that by Sunday I can cum for her.

I think she wants me to beg for it and I havent been. However, after today, she just might hear me on the phone begging to release on Sunday. I'm trying so hard for my Mistress. I don't want to disapoint her. As you know, I'm very new to all this stuff. Never have I been subject to a domm before. Mistress Tia knows this and has welcomed me in very well. I'm getting use to how things work and am pleased, so far.

Thank you Cock Control. Once again, you have given us horney, perverted men/boys a place to fulfill our fantacies to real women who take pleasure in teasing and humiliating us. I've been waiting to get mine since I can remember. It's to bad I havent met a women, like my Mistress, who would be down to do the same for me, out in my parts. Oh well, at least for the next few days, I can surrender my cock to a women who knows what to do with it. Thank you, Mistress.

Having Fun

2006-01-25T07:15:00.000-08:00

I'm enjoying what I'm doing. I like how a beautiful, intelligent women, who is speacialized in the subject of male masturbation, has helped me take my masturbation habits to new hights. Now it may see funny, what I just wrote, or strange, but I think I'm getting something out of this experienve.

It's kind of cloudy and difficult to explain right now, however. I feel a bit more confident towards women in my every day life. I wasent really shy before but, something seems to have triggered and made me a better man. It could also be the new year. In recent times, when the new year comes a long, I noticed I grew, as a person, a bit more. Actually, as I think about it, it's because of my Mistress and Cock Control. Haha.

Last night I had a blast with her. I was trying to thrust into my fist, using olive oil (e.v.o.o), which I will never see the same again. However, her and I kept laughing and having way to much fun. I was trying to reach the edge, but couldn't. It didn't matter to me, I enjoied every second with her and I my training dosent end till Sunday. I will miss these times. But, I feel some harder times to come.

I'm ready for them My Mistress. Give it to me HARD!

My orders were to jerk off for an hour with ice cubes

2006-01-24T09:32:00.000-08:00

So I started off in the wee hours of the night. My wewe has already taken a beating and it still can not cum under orders from my Mistress.

I started stroking off slow, so I could pace myself. It was an hour. A whole fucking hour of me wanking off and putting ice cubes on me roger. I couldn't break while I was jacking off. I had to jack for 15 minutes without stoping then put an ice cube on my dick for 1 - 3 minutes. Boy was it cold when it reached my balls. My motivation was Mistress Tia and her use of the words my cock and balls.

I've never had a women use thouse words on me before. It was sexy the way she talked about my favorite body parts, I'll tell you that much. And I'd probably do it again if said the same thing.

Each time I used the ice it felt good to take a break from stroking. Even though I was going at a moderate pace. Not too much or little, either. But I noticed something. My prick would go limp, infact it would start to shrink. Not to small but small enough, that when I went back to stroking, I felt like I had a 4 inch dick. It was weird, but I kept at it, not stoping.

During the hour, I kept myself even more busy, surfing around on the net and talking on yahoo id, while I typed with one free hand. It wasent easy, but its not like I havent done it before.

Finally I got to the last few minutes. My penis was back to a good size and stiffer this time, as I was limp most of the time due to the ice cubes. Mistress Tia certainly knows how to tease me and I'm sure she likes it. :oops:

What do you think my Mistress? Did I do well?

i like the attention and so does he.

2006-01-23T05:38:00.000-08:00

I havent gotten any in a while. And the pussy I have gotten, the girls don't seem to take control of my cock like the girls from cock control can. I'm doing humiliating things to myself and probably putting my dick in more pain than it has been through before. However, everything still seems to be working and my pecker is getting more attention than ever.

I love how I can show myself on camera to woman who not just tells me what to do, but educates me on how a man can suddenly lose control of his penis, because of the power of woman. My Mistress informed me, "You have to realize, you don't control your cock, women control your cock". Her sexy voice and her talking about my favorite body part on me, not only made me more horney, but made me think she has a point.

As much as we men try, we find ourselves realizing, atleast some of us realize, we submitt to women. And not just all women, but ones who use beauty and take control of a situation. They use sex as a weapon and use it well. You know that I have a good chance I'll like whats underneith your clothes. You know that if you give me a certain look or bend over in a certain position, I will stair and possibly get a hard on.

I remember being in summer school after 7th grade. I was sitting in class with my head down, working on math problems or something. When all of a sudden, a new student walked in late to the class room. She was dressed in a t-shirt, with big D boobs popping out, and shorts, showing off her nice tan legs. Her face was like Winnie Cooper from The Wonder Years. This 13 year old, gave me an instant hard on. But not just any hard on. I'm talking about major wood. Perhaps as hard as the desk top I was working on.

This had never happend to me before, the first sight of young beautiful girl giving me a bonner. And I don't think it has happend since. The power of women. Why is it I can't control my erections? Maybe you girls do control us guys. Well damit, I want to be controlled more by you girls. Ha.

Stroked to long

2006-01-23T00:07:00.000-08:00

My mistress wanted me to stroke for 34 minutes. Thats how many points her beloved Seahawks scored in Sundays championship game. The stroking hurt. A sharp pain built up inside me and when I was finished, my winky felt numb. On top of it all, when I was done, I kept falling in and out of consciousness for 5 minutes or so. I hope she got a good laugh out of it. Ha!

What happend

2006-01-21T21:15:00.001-08:00

I started off nicely dressed and wanting to look good for my Mistress. After all I'm trying to leave a good impression on my coach and she deserves it every time, after what I went through with her tonight.

She had me undress and wanted me to show the goods. I didn't feel like I was as long as I could have been. My cock was hard from her sexy voice and instructions, but I looked a bit short. Even though I was hoping to be very flacid when I took off my boxer shorts so she could laugh at my little dick. However, it grow and became the big dong it is. Sorry fellas.

I was naked for my Mistress as the room got colder and I was fidgiting. She thought I was nervous and I was to a degree but cold at the same time. She had me start with some stroking excercises' to tease my cock and get the blood and seamen running. I was enjoying every second of this night.

We talked a bit and she let me know a truth. After sending her stories about myself, she was able to come to the conclusion that I am a chronic masturbator. I loved hearing thouse words from her mouth. I wanted to humiliate me more and let me have the truth about my love for playing with myself, but my time was up for tonight.

So, she is going to have me repeat the excercieses every morning for a week, while throwing in other tasks, including her webtease. Which I love. I went through the designated time and tasks afterward to practice for tomarrow. I loved it. My head was arched back and my moaning was loud. If only she could have saw me longer on my webcam. Boy do I want to jack off right now and cum for her. I loved our time togeather and can't wait for her to humiliate me more .

I love my Mistress.

I dont control my cock. Her and women do

2006-01-21T18:22:00.000-08:00

I just went through my first training session. It was awesome! However, I will write about it later as I just finished my instructions from My Mistress. Who I respect and like more than ever.

my masturbatrix is hurt

2006-01-18T21:12:00.000-08:00

It's been a lonely week. So, whats new? Ha. I'm still getting horney throughout the afternoon and the late hours of the night. So, what do I do? Hmmm, let me think.

Worst yet, my masturbatrix has been sidelined, for a few days, from an injury. I really hope she feels better. Right now my winky and I have cut down on the wanking a bit, but when we do go, we go full force, and have the cum for the day. Meaning, I let my juice sit for a while and let my balls get an ache in them so, that when I cum, it feels AWESOME.

Shit, I'm feeling it right now. Kind of bad time to, as I'm fixing to go out. But anyways, I can't wait to get back online with my masturbatrix. I know she'll teach me things that I would not know and elevate my wanking habits to new hights. Unlike a lot of these girls, in my area, who would not dare to dream of taking ownership of my cock. I'm sure some would try, but they don't have a clue what to do. Just thinking about what my masturbatrix would do to me gets me so stiff. Damn, this needs to be a live show instead of a phone convo.

See you tomarrow.

Easy does it

2006-01-17T00:04:00.000-08:00

For the past few months or maybe few years, I've been stroking a lot. More than I ever have. I thought when I was a teenager I'd get all this horneiness out of me, but it seems to be getting worse every year. And the women, that I date, keep getting fewer, as well.

I remember being 19, 20 and just being a little lover boy. However, I was still a virgin. Then come 23 and I finally have sex with a girl I was dating, and good sex by the way. After that was over with, the amount of girls I either messed around with or fucked, went drastically down. Now in all, its a good thing because I'm no man whore or wanna catch something. However, I've been so horney in these past few years that I look forward to playing with myself each day and just can't wait to rub one out. Some might call this a problem or some might say it's normal for a guy . I don't know what to think.

I've always loved masturbation and hope to not stop cold turkey, even though sometimes I try to. But, the only thing that can really satisfy me these days are to have a women grab my cock and take ownership of it. I want her to "Touch me, tease me, kiss me, please me I give it to ya just how you like it, girl. You know I'm rockin with the best tre pound on my hipTeflon on my chest." (50 Cent & Game, THIS IS HOW WE DO) And throw in some humiliation, too.

I remember growing up and watching films like TANK, where a guy is foced to strip nude infront of his town and is humiliated by a cute viken. I was intrigued by this and was curious to how that would feel. Other films followed, including a lot of porn where men were involved in some cfnm (clothed female nude male) ish. I like this stuff and am glad I found CockControl.Com where I can act out my fantasies.

Because of this new site, I feel a bit changed. Perhaps on a new level. I feel that my wanking habits are starting to slow down, even though I feel like doing it right now, as I begin to ease out and have my cock rest because I've squeezed and stroked him enough. But, if women werent so sexy, especially the girls at CockControl.Com, then I would put the dick down. Unfortuneatly and fortuneately, they and the rest of women in society, make us hard and want them more each day.

Last night

2006-01-15T11:06:00.000-08:00

I was jacking off and it was feeling good , but I couldn't cum. I felt myself close to the edge a few times but just couldn't cum. Then I found some sex lube, sat back, relaxed and finally finished.

The End.

Today my training begins

2006-01-13T02:22:00.000-08:00

I am just hours away from being teased and humiliated by a beautiful women, who loves to get men in dominated positions. I am quivering with anticipation and unknowing as the control over my cock might be handed over to a woman. All my life I have been searching for this moment. A moment where a woman takes control of me sexually and does what she pleases.

As my time is decreasing for this moment, I want to put in as many jackoff sessions as possible. Just incase I am not alowed to cum in HER presence as she will be watching me on video. Today I've been wanting to touch my member on and off and I have occasionally. Even today at the gym, the sight of beautiful women every, made me want to start stroking as I watched them walk right pass me. I feel that it is a sign for things to come. After todays session, will I be wanting more of my new masturbatix? Or, will it teach me to stroke less?

The cock is in her hands now

2006-01-12T00:20:00.000-08:00

So I finally got my webcam and was ready for my masturbatix when all of a sudden, company came over. And at an unexpected time, too. I finished processing myself for training but could not start on the phone. Well, atleast I got the webcam and it's functional. Now all these masturbaties can view me during the session.

I feel almost empowered. I don't feel the need for porn, as much and I feel like I'm on a new level of some sort. Don't know if it's because I'm hitting the gym more or if it because of my new coach. Either way, I feel really good right now. I feel that this training might even cut down my wanking. Not sure by how much. Thats how great I feel right now. So good, I might bust one real soon.

another stroking day

2006-01-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

This new cock control web site has turned me on. I don't feel the need for porn as much because I can have women teasing me at my finger tips. Just the thought of them knowing what I want and how they go about doing it is a awesome. What an idea.

I listen to their recordings online and it makes my pepe grow harder and longer. The thought of a women taking my member and doing with it as she pleases excites me. I've been waiting for this almost my whole life.

A New Cum

2006-01-09T01:51:00.000-08:00

Ok, well I guess I'll be the first member of Cock Control forum to break the ice on this blog. I'm going to write about my current frustrations and how I found Cock Control to help me. Here is a back story about myself and then I'll get into some more material that I think some of you guys can relate to.

First off, I like what you girls are doing here (http://cockcontrol.com). It's gives us guys a place to act in a way that we've always wanted to but could only express in private or maybe there were thouse times that we had a freaky girl on our hands who wanted us to put on a show for her. So, we took full advantage of it. I did, haha.

Right now, I'm sexually frustrated. My last time hooking up was in the summer of 2005. And even before that I didn't get much sex. From 18-23 I was dating and messing around with girls. Now at 25, I'm as horney as ever and love to masturbate 1 to 2 times a day. I feel like a teen again. Back then, I was a chronic masturbator. Some times I couldn't wait to get home from school to rub one out. And when I was finally old enough to go inside adult video stores and "utilize" the arcades, it was over. I loved every second of it.

My sex drive feels like it's at an all time high. This drive has been building up for a year or two. See, I'm a normal, try to be a saint in the streets kind of guy. But, in the bed room, I become a bit (not to much) aggressive with either myself or my girls. And the lack of sex has caused the frustration to keep building and building with no end insight.

Basically, I'm not getting much these days and the girls I do go out with, don't want to give it up. I'm not going to go crazy but, I need to release the tention in a more satisfying way. If I can't get any, than something else must take its place for now.

As far back as I can remember, I've had a thing for wanting a woman to take control of my sexual urges. To grab my dick and do with it as she please. Or, to have a girl catch me in vulnerable situations ie. jacking off or being compleatly nude and laughing at me or simply being disgusted with what I was doing with myself. But, I can't find these girls.

I think it all happend back when I was a small child and walking in on R rated films or the Playboy Channel at my house. From there I was curious about sex and noticed early on the humiliation that a male can get from a female. I wanted to experience it, too.

I've had my share of phone and cyber sex sessions with a few ladies, over the years. Some were better than others. But, as I keep jerking it I find myself frustrated with girls that don't give it up for me. I fall trap into the friend zone. Ha ha. So, I want to step up my other game. My stroking game, if you will.

Thanks to the internet, I have found a site that I hope to visit as much as possible. Come, Cock Control.Com . So much good content to read and hear. This website can be the missing fun I need for myself. And the best part is, the lovely operators just love to put men in vulnerable situations. Some of you girls have let me know how much you love to humiliate and or tease men to our brinking points. Finally, some girls who know what I like.

They have found a weapon to use against us, fellas. A weapon we use ourselves and crave everyday. The weapon is taking sex and making us look silly with one of our favorite hobbie in the world. Atleast it is for me. Right on Cock Control. You are helping men out by giving us the fatasies we've always wanted. I have yet to have a session with my masturbatirx and hopefully it will be this week. Until then, this stroke is for you, girls of the Cock Control Crew.

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