Monday, August 21, 2006

Since my last post.

I've been trying to cut down on my jerk off habits for a month,now. There were times when I would work so much and when it was time for me to come home and sleep, I didn't even think about playing with myself.

However, lately, I've been on the bone. Not as much, but I've made my way back to cock control a few months ago. I've had to honor of getting my penis controled my Misstress Xaria and MWK. These women took me on a magic carpet ride full of guide masturbation, sentual humiliation and I even got to go into some uncharted territory of sissification with Mistress Xaria. I bought a package containing a black top and panties, as the constant images of men wearing them on the various mistresses sites became curious to me, as well as I have a panty fetsh.

As I displaied my new underwear to Mistress Xaria, I was concerned if I was headed down a path I didn't really want to go, but the pantys made me stiff as a rock to wear. Xaria helped me out and confirmed that its not the panties that makes me a sissy, but wearing the panties helps remind me the pussy I crave so much. That made me feel better as she was right on the money. But to finish off the session, I thought it be fun to be her little sissy for the day. It was different and fun to try, but I'd only do it once in a while, as its not totally for me.



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