Thursday, January 26, 2006

Last day for the Contest

As it's the last day, and Mistress Ally's birthday, I just want to give an update about my current experience at Cock Control. It's now day 5, my balls are full, my prick seems like it shrinks sometimes, I'm horney but can't do much about it, I tease myself everyday due to the training of Mistress Tia and I feel pretty good.

It sounds weird but, for some reason I feel more confident when I'm out and about. Perhaps I feel spoiled because I have a masturbatrix. Something I know my friends don't know about, but might be intrested in trying if they knew of it. My Mistress has been putting me to the test every day and it's been tough but, I think I've, so far, met her expectations. I'm ready to take this to another level and hopes that by Sunday I can cum for her.

I think she wants me to beg for it and I havent been. However, after today, she just might hear me on the phone begging to release on Sunday. I'm trying so hard for my Mistress. I don't want to disapoint her. As you know, I'm very new to all this stuff. Never have I been subject to a domm before. Mistress Tia knows this and has welcomed me in very well. I'm getting use to how things work and am pleased, so far.

Thank you Cock Control. Once again, you have given us horney, perverted men/boys a place to fulfill our fantacies to real women who take pleasure in teasing and humiliating us. I've been waiting to get mine since I can remember. It's to bad I havent met a women, like my Mistress, who would be down to do the same for me, out in my parts. Oh well, at least for the next few days, I can surrender my cock to a women who knows what to do with it. Thank you, Mistress.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Having Fun

I'm enjoying what I'm doing. I like how a beautiful, intelligent women, who is speacialized in the subject of male masturbation, has helped me take my masturbation habits to new hights. Now it may see funny, what I just wrote, or strange, but I think I'm getting something out of this experienve.

It's kind of cloudy and difficult to explain right now, however. I feel a bit more confident towards women in my every day life. I wasent really shy before but, something seems to have triggered and made me a better man. It could also be the new year. In recent times, when the new year comes a long, I noticed I grew, as a person, a bit more. Actually, as I think about it, it's because of my Mistress and Cock Control. Haha.

Last night I had a blast with her. I was trying to thrust into my fist, using olive oil (e.v.o.o), which I will never see the same again. However, her and I kept laughing and having way to much fun. I was trying to reach the edge, but couldn't. It didn't matter to me, I enjoied every second with her and I my training dosent end till Sunday. I will miss these times. But, I feel some harder times to come.

I'm ready for them My Mistress. Give it to me HARD!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

My orders were to jerk off for an hour with ice cubes

So I started off in the wee hours of the night. My wewe has already taken a beating and it still can not cum under orders from my Mistress.

I started stroking off slow, so I could pace myself. It was an hour. A whole fucking hour of me wanking off and putting ice cubes on me roger. I couldn't break while I was jacking off. I had to jack for 15 minutes without stoping then put an ice cube on my dick for 1 - 3 minutes. Boy was it cold when it reached my balls. My motivation was Mistress Tia and her use of the words my cock and balls.

I've never had a women use thouse words on me before. It was sexy the way she talked about my favorite body parts, I'll tell you that much. And I'd probably do it again if said the same thing.

Each time I used the ice it felt good to take a break from stroking. Even though I was going at a moderate pace. Not too much or little, either. But I noticed something. My prick would go limp, infact it would start to shrink. Not to small but small enough, that when I went back to stroking, I felt like I had a 4 inch dick. It was weird, but I kept at it, not stoping.

During the hour, I kept myself even more busy, surfing around on the net and talking on yahoo id, while I typed with one free hand. It wasent easy, but its not like I havent done it before.

Finally I got to the last few minutes. My penis was back to a good size and stiffer this time, as I was limp most of the time due to the ice cubes. Mistress Tia certainly knows how to tease me and I'm sure she likes it. :oops:

What do you think my Mistress? Did I do well?

Monday, January 23, 2006

i like the attention and so does he.

I havent gotten any in a while. And the pussy I have gotten, the girls don't seem to take control of my cock like the girls from cock control can. I'm doing humiliating things to myself and probably putting my dick in more pain than it has been through before. However, everything still seems to be working and my pecker is getting more attention than ever.

I love how I can show myself on camera to woman who not just tells me what to do, but educates me on how a man can suddenly lose control of his penis, because of the power of woman. My Mistress informed me, "You have to realize, you don't control your cock, women control your cock". Her sexy voice and her talking about my favorite body part on me, not only made me more horney, but made me think she has a point.

As much as we men try, we find ourselves realizing, atleast some of us realize, we submitt to women. And not just all women, but ones who use beauty and take control of a situation. They use sex as a weapon and use it well. You know that I have a good chance I'll like whats underneith your clothes. You know that if you give me a certain look or bend over in a certain position, I will stair and possibly get a hard on.

I remember being in summer school after 7th grade. I was sitting in class with my head down, working on math problems or something. When all of a sudden, a new student walked in late to the class room. She was dressed in a t-shirt, with big D boobs popping out, and shorts, showing off her nice tan legs. Her face was like Winnie Cooper from The Wonder Years. This 13 year old, gave me an instant hard on. But not just any hard on. I'm talking about major wood. Perhaps as hard as the desk top I was working on.

This had never happend to me before, the first sight of young beautiful girl giving me a bonner. And I don't think it has happend since. The power of women. Why is it I can't control my erections? Maybe you girls do control us guys. Well damit, I want to be controlled more by you girls. Ha.

Stroked to long

My mistress wanted me to stroke for 34 minutes. Thats how many points her beloved Seahawks scored in Sundays championship game. The stroking hurt. A sharp pain built up inside me and when I was finished, my winky felt numb. On top of it all, when I was done, I kept falling in and out of consciousness for 5 minutes or so. I hope she got a good laugh out of it. Ha!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

What happend

I started off nicely dressed and wanting to look good for my Mistress. After all I'm trying to leave a good impression on my coach and she deserves it every time, after what I went through with her tonight.

She had me undress and wanted me to show the goods. I didn't feel like I was as long as I could have been. My cock was hard from her sexy voice and instructions, but I looked a bit short. Even though I was hoping to be very flacid when I took off my boxer shorts so she could laugh at my little dick. However, it grow and became the big dong it is. Sorry fellas.

I was naked for my Mistress as the room got colder and I was fidgiting. She thought I was nervous and I was to a degree but cold at the same time. She had me start with some stroking excercises' to tease my cock and get the blood and seamen running. I was enjoying every second of this night.

We talked a bit and she let me know a truth. After sending her stories about myself, she was able to come to the conclusion that I am a chronic masturbator. I loved hearing thouse words from her mouth. I wanted to humiliate me more and let me have the truth about my love for playing with myself, but my time was up for tonight.

So, she is going to have me repeat the excercieses every morning for a week, while throwing in other tasks, including her webtease. Which I love. I went through the designated time and tasks afterward to practice for tomarrow. I loved it. My head was arched back and my moaning was loud. If only she could have saw me longer on my webcam. Boy do I want to jack off right now and cum for her. I loved our time togeather and can't wait for her to humiliate me more .

I love my Mistress.

I dont control my cock. Her and women do

I just went through my first training session. It was awesome! However, I will write about it later as I just finished my instructions from My Mistress. Who I respect and like more than ever.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

my masturbatrix is hurt

It's been a lonely week. So, whats new? Ha. I'm still getting horney throughout the afternoon and the late hours of the night. So, what do I do? Hmmm, let me think.

Worst yet, my masturbatrix has been sidelined, for a few days, from an injury. I really hope she feels better. Right now my winky and I have cut down on the wanking a bit, but when we do go, we go full force, and have the cum for the day. Meaning, I let my juice sit for a while and let my balls get an ache in them so, that when I cum, it feels AWESOME.

Shit, I'm feeling it right now. Kind of bad time to, as I'm fixing to go out. But anyways, I can't wait to get back online with my masturbatrix. I know she'll teach me things that I would not know and elevate my wanking habits to new hights. Unlike a lot of these girls, in my area, who would not dare to dream of taking ownership of my cock. I'm sure some would try, but they don't have a clue what to do. Just thinking about what my masturbatrix would do to me gets me so stiff. Damn, this needs to be a live show instead of a phone convo.

See you tomarrow.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Easy does it

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Last night

I was jacking off and it was feeling good , but I couldn't cum. I felt myself close to the edge a few times but just couldn't cum. Then I found some sex lube, sat back, relaxed and finally finished.

The End.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Today my training begins

I am just hours away from being teased and humiliated by a beautiful women, who loves to get men in dominated positions. I am quivering with anticipation and unknowing as the control over my cock might be handed over to a woman. All my life I have been searching for this moment. A moment where a woman takes control of me sexually and does what she pleases.

As my time is decreasing for this moment, I want to put in as many jackoff sessions as possible. Just incase I am not alowed to cum in HER presence as she will be watching me on video. Today I've been wanting to touch my member on and off and I have occasionally. Even today at the gym, the sight of beautiful women every, made me want to start stroking as I watched them walk right pass me. I feel that it is a sign for things to come. After todays session, will I be wanting more of my new masturbatix? Or, will it teach me to stroke less?

Thursday, January 12, 2006

The cock is in her hands now

So I finally got my webcam and was ready for my masturbatix when all of a sudden, company came over. And at an unexpected time, too. I finished processing myself for training but could not start on the phone. Well, atleast I got the webcam and it's functional. Now all these masturbaties can view me during the session.

I feel almost empowered. I don't feel the need for porn, as much and I feel like I'm on a new level of some sort. Don't know if it's because I'm hitting the gym more or if it because of my new coach. Either way, I feel really good right now. I feel that this training might even cut down my wanking. Not sure by how much. Thats how great I feel right now. So good, I might bust one real soon.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

another stroking day

This new cock control web site has turned me on. I don't feel the need for porn as much because I can have women teasing me at my finger tips. Just the thought of them knowing what I want and how they go about doing it is a awesome. What an idea.

I listen to their recordings online and it makes my pepe grow harder and longer. The thought of a women taking my member and doing with it as she pleases excites me. I've been waiting for this almost my whole life.

Monday, January 09, 2006

A New Cum

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